What are you doubting God on right now? I know that’s a kind of blunt question, but seriously – what is it that God has in store for you that you lack the faith to latch onto? I was blown away this weekend when God met a need in an amazing way concerning our mission trip to Romania coming up in less than 4 weeks.
Tabitha and I knew God had called us to go. We felt his leading concerning the planning for the trip. We are bonded together at the heart strings with the ones going with us. We knew God wanted us to be on this trip, at this time, with these people. BUT…. then there’s this little matter of finances. Knowing all we know about the trip, we had not the slightest idea how we would handle the money. You know what? I was starting to get a little nervous. I’m just being real – I was beginning to get a little “make the game winning catch in the end-zone” sweaty palmed and “I really shouldn’t have had that chili cheese and onion Coney Dog from Sonic” queasy!
Now if you had asked us, we would have given you the standard answer that spiritual people give – “We know God called us on this trip and he will provide a way”. But honestly, I am a spiritual man – but I am just that – a man! And I was beginning to get a little worried. I’m going to share something without sharing something (I don’t want it to sound like boasting so the details don’t matter). I had been praying about the situation and I had committed to do something big if God didn’t step in. I realized that God wanted me to be as committed to getting there as I am about being there. So I set a deadline. That was Sunday a week ago. Yesterday, God used an individual to make a huge financial provision for us.
What’s the point? God taught me something through this. His fulfillment didn’t come until I reached a place where I was willing to make great sacrifice to accomplish his purpose. I wonder exactly where Abraham’s hand, and more importantly the knife, was when God stepped in? The Bible doesn’t give us the answer to that, but what is clear – Abraham had committed to the sacrifice. I had already started making plans for the drastic step I had committed to make. What are you doubting God about right now?
